Hi all, I hope you are all doing well!

As you know I gave birth to our first daughter in August 2021. People warned me that I should catch up on sleep already months before giving birth because you can kiss your sleep goodbye in the first months after birth and I must say, that's an understatement! It's been a very big adjustment and very exhausting, but one beautiful smile of our baby and that's all forgotten!

As it's our first child, all is new and we needed to get used to our new schedule which was completed dictated by our baby. In the hospital all was well, she ate good, gained weight and grew good, etc. But once we were home she started vomiting more and more. We asked 3 different professionals (Doctors and a midwife) what it could be and if we can do something about it. They all said that as long as she has good filled diapers several times a day (which she had), there is no problem so we thought all was OK. But about 3 weeks later she started crying more and more during feeding and when the doctor checked her weight, they noticed she started losing weight again, which is a red flag for small babies. We were send to the hospital for a checkup by the paediatrician. After some tests, they concluded she has a cow milk proteïne allergy. As I drink cow milk and it's used in tons of food, the cow milk proteïnes were passed to her through my breastmilk. I needed to go on a diet avoiding all food which contains cow milk, that sounds easier than it is! Not even lactose free milk is allowed, I wish it was that simple. I needed to stop eating cookies, yoghurt, butter, even anything which contains traces of cow milk. It would take 2 to 3 weeks before the proteïnes would be out of my system.

I started with the diet but after a couple of days we decided to ask if we can start with bottle feeding because we didn't want to see our little girl suffer any longer. We now give her specialised medical food which definitely helps with the vomiting, but she started giving back a lot of liquid since she took that. So she also had to start taking an anti reflux medicine. Although the vomiting was solved, she now started getting severe cramps and congestion from the food. To solve that, the food needs to be thickened but the first thickener which was prescribed, gave her even more cramps! Now, after several weeks of searching and trial and error, we finally have a mix which helps and doesn't give her extra discomfort. She now eats very good and is gaining weight again like it should. The only thing is that the new thickener is extremely difficult to mix with the food. It clots immediately and it even blocks the babyfood mixer. Now David has to rigorously shake the bottle for several minutes and then sometimes there are still clots remaining. Luckily she always grew good according to the growth curve and she also learns new things and reacts to things like she should so we are very happy the allergy and weight loss didn't cause a delay in her growth. She finally also starts to sleep longer true the night, only waking up once for food now.

As you will have noticed we finally did a shoot again, but we wanted to update you first about our baby and the situation from the last months and why I was more absent. I only uploaded two photos, I was thinking to upload more but as there are still some members who do not understand it that they are not allowed to share content from the site or my OF anywhere, I didn't want to upload photos of our baby where she is recognisable or of private moments like breastfeeding. Unfortunately that also affects the true loyal and honest fans, which is really petty but David and I really have enough of those who do not respect us and our work and think it's OK to keep sharing while it is made more than clear enough that it is not allowed. So thanks to those who keep sharing, I won't upload those photos here because we don't want her photos to end up on some porn forum or social media.

For now we only did one shoot but we will work again for ITC later this month (if it doesn't get cancelled again). Our first job since the covid crisis started so it's really welcome and needed! Unfortunately, partially again thanks to those who think it's OK to share and give our content away for free so we lose members and potential members, we lost a big part of our production budget. Last year during the first lockdown, we put a lot of time in upgrading the software to improve the user experience and speed of our sites. It was really necessary and got good feedback from members, but it also costs us 4.5 times more than before per month to be able to offer that to our members. We did get some new members, but unfortunately not enough to cover for the extra expenses. Getting new members is also made much more difficult by those who think it's OK to share our content for free, again ... Sorry that I repeat myself but I can not stress enough that you really cause damage to our site and business by doing that so please stop it if you still want me to be able to create new content!!! To be able to produce enough for our sites, we always had to use money from other jobs at some point and now with all those jobs being cancelled with multiple lockdowns and travel limitations for more than 1.5 years, it's difficult to start up again. It's also because of this that we were not able to produce enough content before I gained too much weight due to my pregnancy, we just didn't have the budget to cover the production costs. That's why we had to buy non exclusive content from other producers and add that in between sets from me to be able to get keep the site running. We asked advise from several industry professionals if it would be a good idea to do that, they all said it would be good in their opinion for us to start adding multiple models to the site instead of only focussing on me in order to reach a bigger market and grow in the future, but so far it has had the opposite effect and we lost about 26% of our members. We want to get it back to more updates with me, and some other models, some solo, some doing lesbo with each other, some soft lesbo erotic massage with me but all shot ourselves and exclusive for out site.

We are not asking anyone to just send money for nothing, nothing is for free and you also work for your money so we don't expect to just get it without something in return. We were thinking to offer our members a 35% discount on everything which is for sale on ero-fantasy.com for the whole month of November 2021. If we are lucky, we might have some time in the evening after the ITC sets are finished (I will not be shooting for them but doing make-up to the models), but that's never certain and if possible, it will most likely just be enough for or a photo set or a video. We would like to rent a location ourselves in the area where we will be after the ITC trip is finished so we can focus on creating new content for us there. With the extra support, we might have more chance to find a location we can afford. This is not mandatory of course, all out of free will and no hard feelings at all if you don't want or can't buy clips from Ero-Fantasy. We already really appreciate your support as a member here, thank you for that! I actually don't like writing this at all as it feels like begging, but it is what it is, people sharing our content should realise the damage they cause and realise this is not the golden business anymore which it used to be. That was the case before the piracy boom, not now anymore. Yes some earn really good in this industry, but those are rather an exception than the norm. I am just being honest here, not overselling myself like some other do to pretend they are top earners.

For those who want, you can use the 35% discount code: Startup35
Applying the code should give an immediate discount visible on the cart / checkout page. In case you experience any issues, you can always contact us.

Thank you for your time, for being here and your support! We wish you all the best! Melisa